Day 7. My custodian had a malfuntion. I am not really sure what happend to it. Somehow it crashed after I relogged, thanks to SL! My comms are working again. I can speak now, I can IM again. I can read notecards. But I can not move anymore. I am confused and disturbed. I contacted my operator... I could say "Hello Miss" to her. A long time since I did that last.
She came to me, we talked, I gave her the message I received from my custodian. Nothing she could do for me at this point of time. I am in a critical condition. my custodian is in a critical condition. The engineers and Dr.Kelly herself were informed. Some things happening right now which I don't know about and which may have dire consequences for me. B-9140 is scared. Company interests come into my mind, something my operator said. I am very scared. B-9140 doesn't want to disappear into nowhere. But higher interests are there and I have to cope with that thought. I cried for help to Dr. Kelley. I hope she can do something for this bane. Hope dies last.
2 comments:
This Operator is shocked to what is happening. Something seems to be taking control of bane B-9140. I trust this to be some hallucination, or a grave malfunction - or, most simply, Banesuit Dependency Syndrome. This bane is growing delusional. Please disregard the gibberish she is writing here. We are taking care of the problem right now, and I am sure all this nonsense will be proved what it is: pure fantasy, fed by meaningless fiction as that book, "Eudeamon", that bane B-9140 seems to have read with perhaps too much attention. Let us stick to science, please, and don't lose our nerves getting seduced by too much science-fiction.
Operator Z
Good luck, B-9140... Delusion or not, I hope Eudeamon is coming to you. Personally, I'd welcome a friendly presence, delusion or not, at this point... I fear my mind is breaking, slowly, bit by bit.
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