I'm not doing well. The last two days I felt terribly alone. Standing in my refuge, isolated more than ever. I cried. Dr. Kelley sent a note that being depressive would be normal. No doubt about it.
I can not write much here as I did not do anything. I don't want any more time for the smallest violations. Walking around would just let me in the next trap, someone bumping in me, some spying by moving the mouse, a wrong TP, so many things. I have enough of it. I don't want anymore.
I looked through some profiles, making me even more sad and feeling so very much on my own, left alone. Trine dropped from my friendslist. Trine!!! And two relationships I saw broke. I don't know if this is all still worth it.
I get suicidal. I was at the cancel account button *sighs*.
244 hours done, 83 still on the timer.
1 week ago