I can not write much here as I did not do anything. I don't want any more time for the smallest violations. Walking around would just let me in the next trap, someone bumping in me, some spying by moving the mouse, a wrong TP, so many things. I have enough of it. I don't want anymore.
I looked through some profiles, making me even more sad and feeling so very much on my own, left alone. Trine dropped from my friendslist. Trine!!! And two relationships I saw broke. I don't know if this is all still worth it.
I get suicidal. I was at the cancel account button *sighs*.
244 hours done, 83 still on the timer.
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Sorry about the deleted comment... anyway...
I'm not upset anymore. I'm just very sad and love my dear and troubled friend who is trapped in this uncommunicative rubber shell. I love you, dear, and I will be here for you when you're out.
I love you, I miss you.
I long to hold you again.
<3
-- Katie
Thank you honey! I love you, and I need someone to hold me. I really do. Marine just cheered me up a bit, holding my virtual hand for a while. I'm crying. I don't make that up. She threatend to release me, but I have to finish it. I don't know if I fall in a big empty hole afterwars. I wanted it hard and I got it the hard way. They say one has to be down completely to recover. I'm close to that.
I am so empty. I got something different from what I was searching. I broke down at least. Boy
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